Sunday, December 1, 2013

Update 43 and Reposting 26

After the blow, Nathan sank to the floor slightly, putting one hand on the ground and grunting before rising back up off the ground.  Turning back around, he walked back through the door and into the room he had been occupying moments before; stepping back around to take avoid bursting in anger after what just occurred, the captain’s head swiveled around to the dresser nearby.   Undressing and tossing aside what clothing he was wearing, he fished around into the dresser to see what was there.  A few t-shirts were left over from when the ship had previously been flown.    Picking out a black one, Nathan held it up to his body; waiting a few moments.

Beams of red-light burst out from the thin-fabric as the integrated network of sensors inside of the fabric reacted to Nathan’s touch.   Scanning over him, it ascertained the perfect shirt size for him, a few moments later, the fabric expanded from the smaller size into a larger one, gradually, the thread work filled itself back out and made itself look as if it had been woven that way.   Putting the technological marvel out and sighing, Nathan found himself thankful that scientists had figured out quantum restructuring.  Now, everything was truly one size fits all, seeing as clothing, so long as the relative thickness of the material was on the level of a regular shirt or pair of pants, could just simply resize itself to anyone who wore it. 

Redressing completely and putting on a pair of khaki cargo pants, the male found himself feeling like he was back home again.   It had been a while since he had worn civilian clothes and the idea of just being able to walk around without everyone immediately identifying him as a ‘spacer’ was appealing.  It meant that he could avoid all the questions about what space was actually like and if he had been anywhere interesting; grabbing his hat, he put it back on his head as well.  It was a part of him now, something that he couldn’t get rid and was just glad that the damn thing didn’t have any markings that would instantly mark him as a janitor or soldier.  

Walking back out into the kitchen area, he’d see Ludma standing near a coffee pot alone; she was staring over at the nearby room where Tesla and Lily seemed to still be going at it.   Occasionally the sound of Lily shouting something would be heard, but it was so faint that one could only hazard a guess at what was being said.  As he maneuvered closer to the former analyst, he kept his distance before realizing that she was staring at him from the corner of her eye.   Shaking her head, she poured a cup of coffee and thrust it directly under his nose; causing him to recoil for a moment, then look down.  Half-expecting her to throw it in his face, Nathan timidly wrapped his hands about the cup.  Taking it from her, he leaned backwards against the counter, not sure what to say as he sipped it black.  “Umm…thanks?”

“Don’t mention it, I was an intern before.  One thing I know how to do is make and deliver coffee.” 
“I was more thanking you for not splashing it in my face.”  Nathan responded calmly to Ludma’s little statement, immediately regretting it as her hand came up slinging what was in her cup directly across his face.   Hissing at the heat, Nathan was at least glad that he had managed to turn his head to the side when she started the swing; head now scalded and his face red from irritation.  He let out another sigh and went back to leaning against the wall of the counter.  Continuing to sip the coffee that was in his hand, he looked down into the hot substance with a smirk.  “And I should have just kept my mouth shut and left it at thank you.”

Ludma would only run her hands through her black hair, letting her fingers flick some of it up.   Shaking her head again, he grasped at it, pulling some of the longer locks away.   A small crackle being heard as it turned out that the larger parts of her hair were nothing more than a technological weave.  It disengaged from her skull, leaving only a pixie cut with a small extension in the back left hanging out.   Gradually, her fingers wormed their way into this, swiftly rolling it into a little bun before pushing a hair-pin through it to keep it in place.  “Damn, thing is a pain in the ass and yes, yes you should just keep your mouth shut and your head low.” 

Nathan nodded slowly, sipping his coffee before noticing that Ludma was also withdrawing a compact from her pocket.   Stopping, he looked at her for a moment watching as the female opened it up and a small blue and yellow laser went up and down her.   “Remove mask.”  She stated, immediately after saying so, the beams worked over her body in a zigzagging pattern.   Nathan was utterly stunned, before his eyes, the heavily tanned female slowly became an ash-rose hue, her eyes becoming slightly more serpentine and the sides of her neck exposing three small slits; each one making the captain immediately think of gills.   Walking away from him, Ludma would enter into a side room.  Coming back out with a royal-blue turtle neck on and a black pair of jeans; looking agitated, she shook her head as the sleeves of the turtle neck were just a smidge too long and kept rolling just past her fingers.  “Fucking scanners always forgets that my species has slightly shorter arms than most.” 

Pausing as he looked at her again, Nathan just sipped the rest of his coffee and shrugged it off.   So, Ludma was an alien, oh well.  Not a big deal.  Lots of aliens and even humans used photo-compacts to make themselves look more like other races all the time.   Hell, there were sets that were used for fetishistic purposes all the time.   Leaving well enough alone, he looked at Ludma and listened to her gripe about the sweater sleeves being too long; shaking his head, he moved over then curled the sleeve down once so that it was bunched at both hands.  “There you go, everything is fine now.”  After going so, he stepped back narrowly avoiding the hook she sent flying towards his skull.   “And I deserved to take that, but I’m not just going to let myself get hurt.”

“I wouldn’t expect you too.  That takes all the fun out of it.”  As Ludma said this, her smile grew, getting a little darker as she undid the adjustments that Nathan had made to her sweater.  “So…Captain was it?  I can see you are at least….partially intelligent enough to make a plan.  Otherwise there would be no way in hell you’d have taken down that mining operation.   Unless you’re just a lucky son of a bitch that managed to get away with things, so, what do you plan to do once we get to the surface?”

He actually hadn’t thought about it, Nathan didn’t know what they were going to do once they hit Roshire; the idea of heading down to the city planet was intrigued enough and their only option, but what to do from there?  Nathan had never really been in charge of anything and the variety of options open to them seemed to be extensive; at least, until he started factoring in everything that had gone wrong lately.   Ludma was unlike to be able to get a job due to what happened, she would have to keep her head low for some time, which meant she would have to be the impromptu home-keeper until they got off of Roshire.  Which who knew just how long that would be?  Not to mention, what should they do with the ship, it was stolen properly and clearly marked as thus, they couldn’t just hang onto it.

“Well, firstly, since you being here is my fault and the crew is my responsibility; I will have to find some kind of work or means to getting income.  Roshire is one of the best planets for work right now, so it shouldn’t be hard to find a job; Lily and I aren’t well known, so she can probably get a job as a nurse and I’ll find something.  Anything to help pay the bills.”  Ludma snorted a bit as she leaned back against the counter as well, pouring herself a second cup of coffee as she stared up at him.

“How wonderfully noble of the rapist and murderer.”  Her retort echoed in the room for a second, causing Nathan’s chest to visibly tighten before he looked down at his cup.   “So, what do you plan for your red-headed whore, myself and the pilot to do while you’re out trying to ‘pay the bills’?”  These were at least good questions and he couldn’t help but ponder what the hell he was going to do with those three; he at least figured that Tesla would help them somehow.

“I’m not sure.  I figured Garrus would go hunting for another ship for us.  We can’t exactly stay on Roshire, not while your company is looking for you and us and my former crew looks for us.”

“So you failed as a captain before and had a mutiny?  I can see why, you’re a piece of shit.”  Nathan’s brow would twitch for an instant, suddenly regretting having put away his coffee cup so he could hide his mouth.  Already, she had him visibly scowling and it delighted the alien-female; breathing out deeply to calm himself, Nathan got himself out of the exasperated state before explaining. 
“I was the janitor on board of a vessel before this. “  Nathan took a few minutes to explain the chain of events that eventually lead to where they were right now; including ever minute detail until he finally crossed his arms and looked out over the vast complex of the ship.   There was room for at least another six people to reside and sleep comfortably on board; provided that one of those people shared a bed with someone else.   Maybe they would find more people to travel with them?  He wasn’t sure, what he did know though, was the crew needed more people if they were to survive.  Eking out a living was difficult enough as it was, but maintaining a star-ship with only one pilot, a janitor and a nurse, along with two aliens who likely couldn’t do much with ships was borderline impossible.  

“So, you got shoved into this mess sort of like you shoved me into it huh?”  The pair remained silent after that, Ludma now shaking for a moment before she hissed up at him.  “That makes you twice the bastard you were before!  You would think someone who just went through it would be a little more empathetic, you’re a sick asshole, the lowest of the low.”  Crossing her arms beneath her breasts, she grumbled for a moment then just waved her hand dismissively up at the current Captain.   No longer having any desire to speak with him, she wandered away from the now stunned male. 

“Can’t say you didn’t deserve that one bud.”  Garrus muttered as he sat nearby at the dining table; having entered the room after setting the ship on auto-pilot once they had reached the half-way point.   Chewing through a bowl of chicken and portabella mushroom pasta in a white sauce; the red-head looked up with a sort of dim satisfaction at what was going on.  Rolling up some of the long noodles around his fork, Garrus’s nose inhaled the steam rising off the freshly heated bowl of pasta; which had been left over in the fridge when they got onboard.   “Regardless, Tesla isn’t going to be able to do anything when we get on the surface either.   She’s a princess and a rather well-known figure.  Not to mention the number of people who see her as an object of lust.” 

Finishing that statement, the pilot’s eyes would glaze over for a moment, a short chuckle escaping his lips as he twirled up another forkful of pasta.   Holding it next to his mouth, he spoke again.  “I’ll be busy working with this ship; we don’t have the money to burn to buy another one; I’ll keep my share and use it when we can’t cover basic expenses while I do my magic.   Don’t ask, because I won’t tell you.  Let’s leave it at I have a few favors I can call in.”  After saying that, he got up pushing aside the half-full bowl of pasta; Nathan only looked it as his stomach growled furiously.   He hadn’t eaten all day, not to mention the time he had gone without eating on Waquil. 

It was a no-brainer, he devoured the rest of the bowl in an instant.  Cleaning up the dish, Nathan noticed that Garrus was talking to Ludma out the corner of his eye.  Both seemed to be enthralled in conversation; however, most of what was being discussed was far too complex for him to understand.   When he heard Ludma utter the phrase:  “Quantum propulsion through the scope of integrated quasar manipulation and graviton funneling.”  Nathan decided to leave it alone; realizing that the pair were the two brains of the operation when it came to do with anything regarding the ship.   Garrus knew how everything worked and Ludma seemed to be the one holding onto all the theory; just being around them made his brain hurt.   Deciding it was time to check in on Lily and Tesla, the Captain walked over to the room they were in together, finding it was oddly quiet.    Looking through the crack in the door; his eyes shot wide and his face turn blood red.  

Inside, Lily had Tesla on her knees, the Yor’zhin woman with her arms bound behind her and a ball-gag in her mouth.  She didn’t seem to be in any distress as she wiggled her ass playfully in the air; while Lily violated both it and Tesla’s womanhood with a studded-double strap on.   Both of the medium sized blue dildos were ravaging the alien princess’s body; yet she seemed no more bothered by than she would have been if Lily had just kissed her.   Watch the way their bodies collided for a few moments, he finally stepped in; his presence alone enough to make the pair immediately stop.  The blonde, in particular, let out a soft squeal of surprise before she leapt away from Tesla, now shyly covering the strap-on in vain with her hands. 

 Tesla on the other hand seemed to shrug it off, popping her shoulders out of joint to roll her arms to the front of her body.  Popping them back into join afterwards, she pulled away the gag and tossed it to the floor; redressing herself, as she wasn’t entirely naked.  More her panties and pants had been pulled down to expose herself to Lily.   Righting herself now, she sat back down on the bed in the room; Lily meanwhile blushing profusely as she got back to a level of decency herself.  Nathan’s head turned between both of them, trying to figure out what was going on.  “Do I even want to know?”  He asked, before Lily chimed in. 

“I didn’t like how Tesla was trying to do things around here and I just well….I decided she needed some sort of punishment.  I know she is too strong for me to hurt through just hitting her.  So I thought I’d try to stretch her out and hurt that way; though, we had just started when you interrupted us.”  Lily’s entire face was like a beet by this point and Nathan just rubbed the bridge of his nose as he shook his head and walked away.  

“Do what you want, just stop the shenanigans before we get to port.”  At that, the male simply exited the room, leaving Tesla to look back up at Lily with a teasing grin.

“Well, you going to leave me waiting?  Another five minutes and I might have felt something.”  Giggling as she spoke, her face suddenly lost its color as she noticed Lily fishing through the chest of sex toys they had found stashed in the closest.   What came out next was a massive pink double-ender that was in no way, shape or form meant for anything humanoid.   “Now…be reasonable….”  Tesla started to whimper out, realizing that she had screwed her after telling Lily that she could do whatever she wanted to with her body for the next thirty minutes.   Gulping, she did keep her word and flipped around, dropping her pants and panties around her knees and placing her hands onto the bed spread.  “Be….be gentle?”  Blushing as she said this, the Yor’zhin had never imagined asking anyone this, nor had she imagined attempting to take something the size of a horse’s cock into her body.  

A few seconds later, Nathan, Ludma and Garrus’s heads all shot-up; the ear-splitting scream that Tesla let out rocked the entire.   The three other passengers rushing over to the door and pausing as it opened and watched in almost surreal horror as Tesla had her ass split open by the lengthy and wide dildo.  “Take it out, take it out, take it out!”  Tesla roared, grasping the sheets and biting them; tears running down her cheeks while Ludma’s face burned a shade of yellow.  Garrus and Nathan staring in disbelief as they watch the toy vanish into Tesla’s anus inch by inch; eventually stopping when resistance was too great with enough still left over to hang out of her like a tail.  “Take it out….”  She whined softly through choked tears, looking back at the rest of the crew as Lily grasped both sides of her ass, pulling the cheeks apart.

“Look at the whore of Yor’zhin now everyone!”  She said with an embarrassed blush as she put on a little show for them.  “Pick your ass up and wag your tail!”  She order Tesla, who obeyed teary-eyed.  Weakly raising her hips and shaking her ass alone back and forth so the toy inside of her would waggle like a tail.   She kept her head down, trying to fight back the arousal that was eating at her; she loved being dominated like this, though embarrassing and her ass hurt, she had to admit this would have been an excellent mating claim. 

Lifting her ass into the air a little higher, she tried to make the tail move more, but soon found her knees giving out from the pain.   Almost an instant later, she came, spewing her female juices onto the floor; her tongue lolling out of her mouth as she drooled onto the sheets.   “Take….take…it…out now?”  She whimpered, barely coherent as Lily looked up at the rest of the group; Ludma herself having grabbed both Nathan and Garrus’s pride’s in her own arousal from spite than anything else.   Realizing what she had done, she immediately stepped back holding her hands up and fled the area; leaving the pilot and captain staring down at the mess of the princess and a new found fear of the ships nurse.  

“What do you boys think?  Leave it in or take it out?”  Nathan could barely speak, but Garrus waved his hand in front of his face slowly as he started to turn his back on the situation;  obviously, trying to hide the erection that was making his blue jeans pitch in front of Lily.   

“I say you leave it in her and let her pull it out herself when she finally stops coming all over herself.”  Once stated, he vanished as well, both Nathan and Lily assuming he was going to masturbate after what he had just seen.  Nathan on the other hand remained silent and impassive for a moment; his cock struggling to free itself from the confines of his pants.

“Nathan…if you want to use her like she is to blow off some steam….you can.   Tesla’s just a cheap slut….a manipulative whore; so if you want to use her like one.  I won’t care….just don’t hurt anyone else ok?”  As Lily said this, she shifted from side to side embarrassed once again; her face burning from her actions.  “I…I need to go now ok?”  Once spoken, she ran away from the room, hiding her face.   This left only him and Tesla in the room; Tesla’s eyes were glazed over, she was already crawling limp legged up further onto the bed.  Progress slow as her lower-half didn’t seem to be responding; her legs were spread now, exposing the moistness of her cunt.    Looking back, he stepped further into the room, looking down at Tesla’s body as she was now bent over the bed by her own power.

“Nathan..?   Take it out of me…please?”   She coo’ed out to him, begging as her ass burned, but she was too weak to reach behind herself and remove the toy at the moment.


A.  Remove the Toy and head back to the crew.

B.  Take up Lily's offer and use Tesla to blow off some steam.

C.  Brutalize Tesla for her actions in the mine.

D.  Offer Tesla up to Ludma as an apology.  

Sunday, November 24, 2013

Update 42 and reposting page 25

Nathan was alone, wallowing in the depths of his own self-loathing as he glanced up at the ceiling.  Sleep just wouldn’t come to him and the constant remembrance of his actions wouldn’t let up.   Sitting up in his bed, the first one that hadn’t been a lousy spring mattress stuffed into the side of a ship, felt comfortable enough to make him want to sleep.  Yet, he couldn’t allow himself to.   Sitting there in the silence of the moment, he turned around and sat on the edge.    Feet now hanging over it, he could feel the cold surface of the ship’s metallic interior.   Running a his left hand down his right forearm, the male would gaze at a few posters clinging to the wall.  Various scenes of holo-pad games and videos, most consisting of scantily clad women or overly muscular protagonists fleeing from explosions, filled the side making him sigh.   “Was the captain a fourteen year old?”  He asked before pausing and placing his hand against his chin.   Covering his mouth, Nathan thought about what had happened; figuring that the sooner he came to terms with it, the faster he could get back to some semblance of normality. 

So, I just happened to do one of the most disgusting things to a woman that doesn’t involve bodily fluids in some manner.   No matter how I grasp at the straws though, I can’t seem to figure out why I did it.  One second I was telling Tesla no and then the next second, the idea just seemed so appealing.  Maybe…deep down I’m just a rapist and I only want whatever I can get out of life?  Continuing to ponder, he got up from the bed and walked about the quarters.   Dressed in only a pair of soft pajama bottoms,  Nathan would walk about the room examining the posters and walls.   His bare feet pressed into the cold floor, which the chill of was an annoying reminder of what the crew had just left behind.  

If in my subconscious I am some sort of deluded, megalomaniac with a desire to conquer all in my path; how can I be so tame outside of it?  Am I just some sort of wolf in sheep’s clothing?  Asking himself this, Nathan stared at two posters right in front of him.  On the left, it was a picture of a woman’s ass and lower back pushing out of an ocean on one of the resort moons of Belle.   An aurora borealis twisted in the skyline while a quartet of shady looking eyes looked on in the distance.   Chuckling, he could remember some of the Thespian’s crew had been excited about it.   It was a horror/pornographic film, not that there was anything that wasn’t pornographic aside from the most basic children’s movies these days.  

Looking down, he could see the name of the movie, Ipse Season.   Which he recalled was the unofficial time of year when the males of a certain species when into a rut.   During this time, they would do whatever they could to breed with anything and anyone; no matter what species, if it had a hole that could be filled, they’d take it.   Most species who experienced these attacks couldn’t survive them, so it was well advised to stay as far away from them as possible.    Am I like them?  Unable to control my own desires and turning to whatever hole I can find to satisfy myself?  Should I simply embrace this animal-like instinct and begin ravishing whatever I find?   No….that wouldn’t be right.   Something about all of this just doesn’t add up.

Continuing to think it over, the next picture illustrated two men dressed in formal business attire and aiming pistols at one another.   Fire burned in their eyes while the entire world seemed to burn around them; amazingly, it wasn’t aliens versus humans, but humans versus humans.   Blinking for a moment, he realized it was a remake of one of the old action flicks pre-space faring days.   Seemed that classic cinematography was still getting paid its do’s even in the far future; however, the title caught his attention.   Fight Club.   Glancing at it, he pondered how in the hell they could get away with using box art like that for such a deeply psychological film.  That’s when he moved back a few feet and really got to thinking about that as well.

Tyler Durden and Edward Norton were the same person; one a psychological desire of the other.  What if my subconscious rewrote me for a moment?   What if my actions in that place were what I desired to and they finally broke free?  Does this mean I have a split-personality now?  Does it mean that I could possibly be going insane. 

“No kid, you’re not insane.”  A laughing voice came up, it was the ‘new’ Tyler Durden now turning his head towards Nathan.   A Cheshire grin etched onto his face like a caricature, it sickened the captain just to look at it.  Watching the male turn completely around to him, outstretching his hands in a teasing manner, Nathan knew that the poster wasn’t designed to play holo-scenes, so why was it doing this?  “Come on, ain’t it obvious?”  The actor asked with a laugh as he pointed a finger up at him.  “Your stressed out and over-thinking all of this.   You had a moment of weakness and you broke.  It doesn’t change who you are, just think about everything that’s happened; you snapped like a twig and regressed to an animal like state to protect your sanity.   Just chill out.”  Another laugh echoed into the room before Tyler turned back around and got into his pose.

Ok….now I’m sure I’m going crazy.   Nathan thought to himself as he moved away from the poster and continued to think on what was going on.   It was true, the poster’s words had made a lot of sense; however, just the fact that a poster had talked to him was stressful enough.   Standing by the bed, his hand ran against the synthetic materials.   Hardened plastic forming the base and backboard, which could be haltered to form a stasis pod if desire.   Just breathing, Nathan’s eyes wandered the room again, he was lost in his own thoughts and what do about the problems.  First, I have to get the crew to trust me again.  Tesla….is probably the only person who will want anything to do with me for a while; Garrus will be the hardest of the original three to convince.   Lily is probably heart broken, but we’ve known each other long enough that it shouldn’t be that difficult. 

Nathan paused as he thought about that, then slapped him in the face.   Clenching his face before whimpering softly and righting himself mentally, the Captain couldn’t believe what he just suggested to himself.   What am I thinking?  Lily is heart-broken right now, she thought I was some knight in shining armor and I turned around and showed her a monster?    Right now, she must be terrified to say the least.  Putting his hands down to his side, he realized that all of the monologue was starting to take its toll.  Not to mention the exhausting trip that he had just made.    Collapsing forward, he flopped over the beds baseboard and pulled himself to the pillows.   In the next moment, Nathan was simply unconscious.  

Tesla would enter some three minutes later walking around the room and examining all of the same things he had.   Seeing her little chess piece so sound asleep, she couldn’t help but find it adorable;  walking over to his bedside, she would sit down.   Staring down, the red head would begin to weave her fingers through Nathan’s hair, stroking it and affectionately playing with it.   It was as if he was a puppy and she a delighted owner giving it attention for a job well done.    Gradually, she would see a smile emerge on Nathan’s face, causing the Yor’zvin native to lean over and kiss his temples gently.   “Dream of conquest, my noble warrior, fight until the world bleeds beneath your feet.  Find the distant lands that your heart desires and make it your own.   This is the command I give you.” 

Standing up, Tesla would walk away, running her fingers through the long locks of her hair and primping it up before pausing near the mirror by the room’s closest.   “A wonder that he didn’t concede to me earlier.  My form is something I know most males desire, his resistance was something else, but it shouldn’t be too difficult to manipulate him toward my needs now that it has given way. “ Saying this aloud, she pushed out of the door, finding Lily standing on the other side of it; her face bright red and her fists clenched.  

“You…manipulative bi….”   She couldn’t bring herself to say it as her face burned hotly.   Nearby, she could see Ludma sitting at the bar of the kitchen; her fingers were laced around a cup of steaming coffee.  The bitter scent of it rising with the white mist that wafted back and forth against the fans blowing hot air into the rooms.  Ludma’s eyes were glazed over, merely staring towards the triple row of tables where a crew could gather to eat together; she appeared to be contemplating what happened to her, just as Nathan had earlier.  Her complexion was more obvious, it was a weak tan that once she got back into the sun would darker up till a near milk-chocolate color.     Slowly bringing up the cup shakily, she began to sip from the hot liquid; from the distance, Lily and Tesla could both see that she had scalded herself a bit.   Yet, she didn’t pull back from it rather she welcomed the heat as if it was purifying her.

Lily paused, grabbing Tesla’s arm and dragging her away into one of the bedrooms.  Once inside, she pushed her against the wall; the shorter blonde glaring at the larger and much better trained alien.  “You…..what have you done to Nathan?  He was a sweetheart and would have never dreamed of doing anything like this to anyone!  Suddenly, you show up and he acts like a sex addict.   What did you do to him!?”  Almost shouting, Lily’s eyes were desperate, as if she was trying to blame all of the male’s behavior on someone else.   Tesla’s quips about Nathan’s resistance had been all she needed to lash out and blame the red-head for all of their problems.   Both of her hands clutched around Tesla’s collar, squeezing it as tears came streaming out from her green eyes. 

There was silence for a few moments, the Yor’zvinian not familiar with these types of outbursts except on the battlefield or from lesser creatures.  Having always seen humans as an evolutionary step to her own race, she had treated them as ancestors and honored them to a degree.  Often times, she believed that the human race was just a side-branch of Yor’zvinians that grew or possibly changed to what they were now on the relatively easy life they led on Earth.   Right now though, she saw weakness, an incredible weakness in Lily; it was something that would get members of her race spat on, raped and then discarded like trash.   Her mind played out what would happen if Lily ever set foot onto Yor’zvin’s surface.    She could see one of the lesser and more deprived members of her race trapping her, stringing her up like a set piece and defiling her body.  When she was finally broken, she would be cast aside, left in the streets to rot or become a meal for the cultivated animals.  

She wouldn’t last so much as an afternoon there.   Yet, she is one of Nathan’s….so it is also my duty to make her stronger as well.   I suppose that goes for Ludma as well; seeing as she received his seed, she has been marked by him.   Ironic that I know that isn’t how it works; however, it is how I want it to work, so I’ll do what I must.   Nathan showed me a kindness by getting me out of that wretched little box, the least I can do is show him the error of his ways and a good time.   As her thought finished, she could hear Lily whimpering and sputtering out about her corrupting Nathan.  

“Sweetie, the only thing I’m doing to Nathan is pleasing him.”  Tesla lied as she gave a small smile, running her long fingers up and wiping away the tears welling up at the side of her eyes.   Flicking the salty-beads away, her own completely black eyes would gaze into the cloudy green ones.  “Honey, he’s a man, I don’t know his mind or what is going on in there.   What I do know though, is how to make a person’s body sing with delight and how to probe them until they can hardly stand it.   What I was marveling at was just how well Nathan could resist me.  I tried so hard to make him want me, to make him sleep with me.   Yet, he was fixated on you it seemed; he wouldn’t touch me until I got you involved.”

At her words, Lily’s face ignited into a blush of embarrassment, her tears fading  away slowly.   Gulping, she stood there looking up at the woman she had sworn seconds ago was her nemesis.  Now she could feel her tender caresses riding up the side of her next.   “Tesla…stop, I’m not like that.”  Lily whispered back, biting her lip feeling her hands squeezing together; both fists clenching as her anger filled her again.  “Stop it!”  She suddenly spouted out as Tesla was going into a more intimate phase.  Immediately being pushed away caused her own eyes to harden, the pair gazing at one another almost hatefully. 

Rejection was one thing that Tesla hated, being told one wasn’t good enough was a heinous insult on her planet.  One reserved for the lowest of the low, feeling Lily suddenly grasp at her collar again.   She glanced down at the blonde’s hands.  Raising her own up and squeezing against the wrists until Lily crumpled in pain and released her.   “Don’t do that again.”  The warrior-princess stated in her new frigid mood before pushing Lily away from her.   “Yeah, Nathan wouldn’t touch me without you around.  Now I hope to change that; the man raped that Ludma bitch of his own accord.   So don’t blame me for the machinations of his mind.  I didn’t hold a gun to his head and tell him to do it, I was just there as it happened.”

“YOU STILL LET IT HAPPEN!”  Lily shouted back up at the red head glaring at her with all the hate she could muster; however, she didn’t dare to try attacking her again. 

“So what?  Why should I stop him from doing what he wants to do?  My people did as they pleased for years, now we are one of the most powerful military nations; we have some of the most hauntingly wonderful artwork and political ideas.   Our political structure a mix of monarchy and anarchy, so why, when I have been leading my people, would I ever try to attempt to halt something that wasn’t a murderous rampage?”  Lily merely sniffled at the statement, she understood what Tesla was saying; however, she couldn’t agree with it, yet she also couldn’t reprimand Tesla.  Seeing as she didn’t know that the woman actually knew the nature of humanity and the rest of the universe. 


“That’s not how things work out here though.   What happened was a serious crime.”  As Lily continued to chew on her lip as a nervous response, Tesla shrugged slowly.  Barely saying another word, Tesla neared the door and began to open it.


“Crime are only crimes if the perpetrator gets caught.   Only you, me, Garrus, Ludma and Nathan knew what happened and we’re taking care of Ludma now.  Why would she turn in the hand that is now feeding her?”  Upon opening the door, she was shocked to see Ludma standing there, her fist cocked back and then the swing that collided heavily with her nose from the side.   She would only give one thing to Ludma, she could hit and her tiny knuckles were like rocks when they smacked into her face.   Twisting and feeling blood drip down from her nose after being hit; she turned her other cheek in a taunt.  Yet, what she got for her action was another similar swing; which this time caught her completely off guard and sent her sprawling to the floor.  

At this point, Ludma rubbed her fists.   She started breathing out through her nose, looking at both of them, her eyes scanning over their bodies before speaking again.  “Look, I don’t know what either of your games are.  All I know, is that I’m stuck with you all now.  I flew Nathan and the red-headed bitch over there right out of a now destroyed mine.   Despite that place being top secret and there is no way in hell that any government is going to acknowledge its existence; I am safe enough from the police.   It also means that I can’t report the rape or murders that I saw committed.   So, that means what Miss. Slut over there said is true.  You all are the hand that feeds me.  I can’t run off or I’ll likely end up as some CEO’s mantelpiece fuck-toy.   So, I’ll stay here, but I’ll make one thing clear.  I’m not some charity case and I’m not so small that I can’t fight my own battles when it comes down to it.”

Tesla started to laugh as she wiped away the last of the blood from her nose.  Flicking the droplets away and using her sleeve to halt the bleeding.   In the next moment, Lily was busy looking at it grasping some tissues from her pocket and stuffing little pieces of them into her nostrils.   “She really hit you good.”

“Those were love taps on my planet, but still impressive for an off-worlder.”  Tesla quickly replied before looking up at Ludma and laughing.  “You, I like.”

“I don’t like you though.”  Ludma answered quickly walking away from the other two women and going to drink her coffee.  Nathan had woken up in the commotion, stumbling out onto the bridge and could see Ludma walking past him.   Pausing, the female turned toward Nathan and assessed his almost nude body before rising an eyebrow for a moment.  “Not bad, Captain.”  She stated bluntly before pulling her leg back and immediately kicking him right in his pride.  Shocked and in agony from the blow; the Captain bent over, clutching his manhood as he glanced back up at her.

“Oh, you’re not off the hook that easy.   I’ve got a few more of those before I can even start to let you try to make up for what you did.”  

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Update 41 and Repost of Page 24

“I….”  Nathan started to say as he rubbed his face and eyes.  How long had it been since he had actually slept and just how much emotion had been burned out of him?  Everything just kind of ran together into one massive muddled blur; he doubted he could even retell all the events in their entirety.    Staring at Garrus, he struggled with the words on his lips before finally bowing his head down slowly.  “I…I don’t know what happened….everything is just…”

Garrus snapped at him, interrupting the statement with a solid jab to his jaw.   When he struck, Nathan recoiled and managed to stay on his feet; however, the pain of the rebuke was clear on his features.  Normally, he wouldn’t have batted an eye at one of Garrus’s punches but in his current state, it came as an utter shock.   Stunned and confused, he stopped all motions and just looked down at his feet, listening to the red head shouting at him.   “Everything just what!?  You think anything you say at this point will be a good excuse?  Nathan, you forced yourself on a woman, more than that you basically declared war on an intergalactic mining company!”   

Both men had stopped speaking now, the captain looking like a husk of a man as the large dark spots around both of his eyelids made appear like death itself.    Slowly turning his head away from Garrus, he stared at his feet again, clenching his fists.   What sounded like a sob escaped his throat,  leaving him to stand there shaking visibly before glaring back up at Garrus.  “I fucked up, I don’t know what came over me.  One moment I was telling Tesla no and then the next moment, there was this pain in my skull….it became so overbearing and then I was just…doing it. “

Garrus’s eyes dilated a little at the explanation, but he still held a rather heavy scowl, spitting on the ground before walking away.  “Get out of my sight Nathan.”  The order fell heavily from his lips, it wasn’t anything that he wanted to say; however, he had something else he needed to take care of at the moment.    Seeing Nathan standing there, the pilot could tell that what had happened was wreaking havoc on Nathan’s psyche.   It was the last thing they needed right now; however, Garrus also knew there was more to this than being let on.

Silence invaded the space between them, the exhausted captain no longer caring about what Garrus had to say, but the weight in his chest was getting heavier.   It had ceased to be about what others thought, it was his own feelings that were raging against him.   Nathan’s conscience made him ache and hurt more than anyone on this ship could hope to make him.   Keeping his head low, he walked past the rooms where Lily and Ludma were currently speaking.   Listening for an instant, he could hear Ludma finally cracking like an egg.   She was  weeping freely and from the crack, he could see her clutching a shocked Lily.  

Yeah….I fucked up…I fucked up big time.  Nathan thought to himself with some conviction eating away at him like a parasite.  I tossed out everything that I had been building and for what?  Nothing more than a cheap fuck that wasn’t even all that good.   I wasted my life away, I sent myself into a world of rot and death.   Entropy has been set into place and now…what am I left with?  Those thoughts passed away as he moved, avoiding the gaze of Lily as she felt his presence.

The blonde would only bite her lip, she couldn’t say anything to either of the two…the attacker and the victim.   Both needed someone at the moment, but she couldn’t leave Ludma to chase after Nathan.  Not only that, what could she say?  Right now, there was nothing to be said that would aid his troubled mind and she had so many questions.   Why, being the very first of those.    Carefully wrapping her arms about Ludma’s back and patting it slowly, she looked down and felt one of her own tears trickling down the side of her face.

After about two minutes of aimless wandering, Nathan had stepped into a nearby room and collapsed onto the bed.   The fabric of the sheets was soft and comforting, much like terry cloth they cascaded about his form when he slumped into it.    Prying his boots off and burying his face into the pillow, he groaned softly and thought about all that had happened.  The creature, the mine….Tesla and Lily and his arguments with Garrus….there was just so much happening around him.   Closing his eyes, he buried himself in sorrow and a sea of sheets.   Sleep came to his empty frame like a charging beast. 

Elsewhere, Garrus and Tesla were standing face to face; the pair of red heads gazing at one another inside of the cockpit.   Neither saying a word as Tesla smirked at the pilot.  “Bravo, you are a marvelous hypocrite you know?  Playing the enraged innocent at the transgressor when you, yourself attempted something not too long ago.  The only difference being that Nathan succeeded where you failed.   Is it envy that drives you to act as you do now?”  As the alien princess spoke, she closed the gap between them, pressing one of her hands onto Garrus’s chest.

The pilot would only swallowed, feeling her sensual body press up against his and her head move around so that her lips were against his ear.   The last few words a taunt to him and an invitation.   Neither moved or backed from their position as Garrus began to speak while maintaining his calm.  “You manipulated him….I know your culture, I know how you feel about rape and how you want your mates to be powerful.   Maybe you don’t understand how things work around….”  Suddenly, Tesla cut him short with a hearty laugh as she pushed Garrus back into the pilots seat.

Both of her legs came up and straddled him, her breasts nearly pushing against his neck as she bent over him.   Long locks of red hair hanging over their faces like a veil and concealed what was happening; if anyone had walked by, they would be well within their rights to think them becoming intimate.   Her plump lips quivered with the humor that she saw in the statement.  “Oh, poor deluded Garrus.   I know perfectly well how things work off of my own planet.   I’ve been outside of it, been a politician and ambassador for years; I just find your ‘civilized’ society to be tedious and boring.  What’s the fun in living if you have to be bound by so many rules?  Life is meant to be enjoyed and if I can’t do what I want to, then there is no fun.   So, I want to teach our dear Captain to have fun just…like…I…do.”

As Tesla started to finish up her statement, she tilted Garrus’s head up forcing him into a kiss before giggling, turning and rubbing her ass against his manhood.   “See you around, Pilot….by the way.  If you tell anyone what happened in here, I will have no problem telling them what you attempted out in the snow.   See you around!”  Laughing, she passed through the exit and went looking for Nathan; however, finding him asleep, she merely sighed and decided a good night of sleep would do her some good as well.  Everyone on the ship had finally collapsed with the exception of Garrus who breathed deeply and started up the engine.

Lift off was achieved not two minutes later, all he could think was that he was happy to be at the helm again.   It would help him get all of this off his mind until things could calm down.  

Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Update 40 and Repost of 23

Nathan’s balls continued to clench as bits of cum dribbled to the floor; his entire body still rejuvenating from the recent round of rough sex.   Still, that was the furthest thing on his mind at the moment.  Eyes boggling and sweat dripping down his clothed form, the former janitor was in shock.   I just raped a girl….I literally….just…..what the fuck did I do?  It’s all a blur, I can remember it happening, can remember the feeling.   Yet, everything leading into it….it is just a flash.   Just, what in the hell is wrong with me?  Questioning what just happened, Nathan stood there quietly for a moment before noting Tesla’s hand wrapped around the tip of his manhood.   

“What are you doing?”  Nathan responded to the sensation.   Feeling the edge of Tesla’s thumb maneuver against the crease of his cock, straddling the foreskin before swaying back up, the Captain couldn’t help but usher out a quiet groan.   Yet, Tesla would hear the restraint, the obvious annoyance in the tone as she manipulated him from behind.   

“Does it bother you, Captain?”  The way she finished the sentence bothered him.  Its gleeful tone slapping the back of his head like she would slap his ass; Nathan wasn’t sure what exactly had happened to make her this happy, but he didn’t like it.  Something was off about the situation, though he knew what had occurred in the moment of his weakness.  Nothing had sunk in till that moment, the moment she said captain with her sly little tone.   His sin was not etched and buried into someone else’s body; possibly producing a tangible construct of said sin.    Lowering his head in silence, he wrapped his hands around Tesla’s and pushed them away without a word.

Anger didn’t begin to describe what was pulsing through Nathan’s thoughts at the moment.   All he had held sacred, what he had thought to be just and pure, the very nature of his life had just crashed around his ears.   Sex was always meant to be something between passionate and loving, fun and relieving.    What had just happened was none of those things.    Looking at Ludma, he could see the raven-haired female weeping in the corner of the control panel.   Witnessing her anguish was enough to nearly rip his heart straight form his chest.    All of his restraint was required to keep himself from moving to her, trying to comfort her.    He knew he couldn’t, after all he was the one that put her into that state of mind. 

Turning his back to Tesla and Ludma for a moment, he wandered over to one of the nearby control panels.  Lifting his pants and boxers as he did so, Nathan could only think about one thing.  Alcohol, just I want something to fucking drink.   Beer, bourbon, fucking Cerulian Ale….anything at this point.  Thinking this, he could see Tesla staring at him from behind; however, he didn’t bother to respond to the red head.   Usually, he would look towards her for some sort of guidance; maybe look at her with lust in his eye.   Right now though, he could barely stand the sight of her; it made him sick to his stomach to even think about her.  “Tesla….leave the room….go find us a way to get out of this damn mine.” 

“Whatever you say, Captain.”  She was gone immediately after the words left her lips.   Silence invaded the small dark area, only Ludma and Nathan were left in the area; leaving the pair to mourn their specific issues.    Slinking off the counter, Ludma could clearly see the pistol lying on the ground closer to her than her attacker.  Both sets of eyes were suddenly on it, the Captain’s own stared at it for a moment, gazing at the sleek handle, the barrel and stock both garnet in color.  

It took him a second to even fathom anything about it; however, the script on the side was what hit him.  Never Surrender was etched in white down the barrel in tiny print, complete with a signature just barely visible near the exit point.    Your sister, Abigail.    Reading that statement made Nathan’s stomach lurch violently.  Nearly vomiting, the dark-headed male’s head would twist around pushing down as he held on hand against it.   The musky scent of the atrocious act was still in the air, tormenting him like the cruelest of demons; just the smell of it was enough to exasperate his sensibilities in the moment. 

That hot stink of sweat and sexual fluids filled his nostrils.   Nathan’s stomach began to convulse, the acids inside bubbling and swashing about while his own emotions mimicked the storm brewing there.   Both hands clutched at the wall he was against, before clenching into fists and beating at it slowly.   Head bowed in silent reverence, he could feel the situation from earlier being repeated.   Ludma was standing behind him this time.   The former swabbie didn’t even need to turn around to look at her to know that she was shaking.   The steady sound of metal jingling in her head echoed in the tiny room before he let his head lean against the wall.

“You….you fucking bastard.”  Her voice was just as shaky as her hand; it didn’t take a genius to hear the tears choking back in her throat.   Letting both of his hands fall to the side; he didn’t look at her, rather he simply waited.   All that came from it though was the continued sounds of the gun squeaking.   What are you waiting for, shoot me!  Nathan thought to himself, wanting the over-abundance of hardship and confusion in his life to just be gone.    Cold steel continued to slice at his forehead, reminding him of his previous wound; the press of the flat surface reminding him of punishments he used to receive as a child.    Go stand in the corner, he could hear his mother saying in his head.  Would she even be able to look at him after what he had done?

A full two minutes had passed and the retort hadn’t gone off.  Pulling his head away from the wall, Nathan’s eyes cut through the distance; both of the man’s hands had clenched into tightly packed balls.   Only the odious appearance of his anger remained on his features; the scruff on his face was like daggers to him at the moment, every bristle making him cringe at their mere presence.   His entire world had become hyper sensitive, the cold air making him shiver, the beat of his heart clear as day along with the dripping of water from a nearby faucet.   All of it was enough to make him enraged, yet merely staring at Ludma was enough to make him regret that anger.  “Shoot me.” 

“What!?”  Ludma’s shock had been expected, but Nathan didn’t give a damn, one hand came up wrapping around the barrel of the gun as he placed it between his eyes and held the barrel steady for her.  Their eyes met, limegreen captured by the amber-green of the Captain.   Sluggishly, he would rove both of the orbs across her features, waiting as the press of metal into his palms.  All of it was so vivid, the alloy still warm from where it had been shot earlier, the encroaching darkness about the edges of his eyes, even the sound of their labored breathing.  These are my death troughs, this will be the symphony I leave behind, what my last memories will be.  The very thought brought him more pleasure than it should have.

“You heard me, shoot me.   Put a plasma bolt through my eyes and make me close them forever.”  Staring at her, he waited his sense of gravity snapping away.  The entire planet completely lost it, the flow of the world dropping beneath him.  Levitation hit him, the grasp of the ground releasing his feet as the white of the afterglow hit him.   An unbearable heat smacking him between the eyes as he felt himself just letting go, there was no more sight, no more pain as he floated away.  Nothing could have been sweeter as his mouth watered unconsciously.  Life passed him as he lost himself in the grasp of Death.  Arms flailed backward as they stretched outward waiting for the embrace of infinity to simply wash over him.   Yet, even as he waited the taste of his mom’s freshly baked ham bloomed across his tongue, the memories of his family driving him back into reality.

It all collapsed back around him in an instant as he felt his own hand shaking at this point; Ludma staring at him in disbelief as he found himself easing back into his fury.  “SHOOT ME!”  He shouted at her, watching her finger tremble on the trigger.  Irritation blossomed in him as he wrenched the gun from her grasp and pushed her away.  Lifting it up and twisting it around so he could hold it properly; he gazed at the weapon.   Contemplating all of his options, the Captain would lean against the nearby wall and watched as Ludma drew her knees up into her body and buried her face into them. 

She mentally regressed….probably to cope with what just happened to her.   I couldn’t imagine the woman who I met when I first came in here doing this.   So the trauma of the events must have done something to her mind.   Fuck, they did something to mine, so I can only imagine what it is doing to her.  All of his pent up anger made him fume, if he had been a fire, the entire place would have been caught up in an inferno by this point; however, there was nothing he could do about.   “FUCK WHY COULDN’T YOU JUST PULL THE DAMN TRIGGER!?”  He shouted again, turning the gun at the console near them and pulling the trigger several times.  “See, it isn’t that hard, just pull back.”  Every word managed to bring him down a little before he saw the terror in the woman’s eyes.

“Stop!  Those are the controls to the entire plant, if you shot those we’ll have no way of regulating everything!”   The former Swabbie would twist his head around slowly at that moving forward to the control panels.   A sea of flashing red and green lights, switches and knobs laid before him; thankfully labeled for connivance sake.   Staring over the board, he chuckled a little bit, no way in hell it was all going to be this simple.  

“Is there another panel that acts as an emergency override to these controls?”  Nathan’s voice came out commanding, back to the usual authority that he really didn’t have.   Regardless, he didn’t really give a shit at this point; he was the captain and it was about time he started acting like it.    Gazing over a few of the blinking lights, he pushed up a few of the switches turning the drill up to the maximum setting.   Immediately the sound of the drill kicking up a speed rang through the halls, the whirring sound raging like a tempest while Nathan flipped a single nob to turn the master controls for the cooling system off.   Looking over everything, it didn’t take him long to find the fuel sections and the chemical filters that were keeping the various gases in the core from killing everyone.   Rearranging the controls, it didn’t take him long to create the worst possible scenario for the mine.

“STOP!  ARE YOU PLANNING ON KILLING EVERYONE!?”  Ludma shouted running up and grabbing his arm before he pushed her away laying out a wave of gunfire into the panel.  Sparks flew up in clouds as the electrical equipment sputtered and snapped, locked into their current positions as Nathan grabbed her arm and drug her out of the room. 

“I’m not planning on killing jack-shit, just making sure this mine goes to oblivion.   Now, tell me where the emergency controls are or I’ll change my previous plans.”   Ludma almost whimpered at the feeling of the gun pressed against her arm.  Does he have the strength that I don’t?  Could he really bring himself to pull that trigger when its pointed at another living creature?  That question was enough to drive her crazy, but she didn’t want to find out.   At least the mine was equipped with enough warning systems that everyone inside should be able to get out in time.   Nodding slowly, the woman got up and dusted herself off.   No time to be feeling sorry for myself.  I need to get out of this shit alive and it seems he’s offering me the option.   As much as I despise this man, I’d rather live to fight another day than die on this rock. 

“Yeah, the control panel is in a room down the hall to the right, next to the shuttles.”  As she said this, she could already see him turning his back to her taking a few steps before stopping and staring down the hallway.  His broad shoulders obscured most of her view of the rest of the hall, but she could visibly see him wrestling with something inside of his own mind.

“You’re likely going to be fired or blamed for all of this shit aren’t you?”  Nathan asked quietly, keeping the gun pressed against his leg.  It was a reassurance at this point more than a weapon and there was little anyone could have done to separate it from his grasp.   Quietly walking away from his victim, he stared up at continual glow of florescent lights above him.  “If you stay here, you’re going to die and if you manage to survive, your employers are likely going to either kill you or make you wish you were dead.”  Ludma already knew what he was getting at as she began to walk behind him, clutching her fists.

“So what, now you’re going to act like some kind of hero to me?   Tough shit buddy, you can offer me whatever salvation you want, but facts are facts.   You’re the reason my life is in the shitter now, you’re the reason why I’m stuck and biggest newsflash of all.   You just raped me you asshole.   So I’m not going to bow down and kiss your feet because you’re offering me a way out.” 

“I never asked you to.”  Nathan responded coolly before turning around and marching down the rest of the hallway barely keeping his eyes to the sides as he maneuvered through the path.   A small sign read emergency controls, at which point one solid boot was enough to send the door flying open and breaking the lock.   Unloading a few rounds into the panel, he turned back around noticing a single armed guard screaming at him and readying an automatic rifle at him.   Nathan didn’t give him a chance to fire as the gun in his own hand leveled against his skull and burrowed a round between his eyes.  “You know him?”

“No, I didn’t socialize much.”  Ludma answered disinterested in the current murder, though it did answer the question that Nathan did have the strength to pull the trigger when she didn’t.   Rubbing her arms slowly, she found him moving away from her and heading toward the hanger where the red-head was probably waiting.

“Good, makes one less person I have to apologize to when this is all over.”  Raising an eyebrow at the response, the ravenette was following behind him a bit closer than she normally would.   Primarily to avoid being shot should someone else manage to cross their path.  Nathan didn’t bother saying anything about this as he continued to walk down the hall eventually pushing through the door into the hanger where Tesla was standing next to one of the ships.   Two guards were lying unconscious at her feet as she looked at her fingernails disinterestedly.   Displeasure and annoyance were etched across her features as she looked up noticing Nathan coming along with Ludma close behind.

“Oh…keeping a trophy are you?”

“Shut up and get in the damn ship.”  Nathan responded immediately, making Tesla glance at him with a small smirk before bowing.   Instantly bounding up the loading ramp with a slight skip in her step while Nathan and Ludma entered behind her, Tesla could barely contain her glee at the fact Nathan was bringing Ludma along.   Granted, she would soon find herself disappointed when she learned of his true intentions.   As they stepped in, both Tesla and Nathan stared in disbelief at the insanely complicated cockpit which featured a large steel orb situated in the center of the entire ship that included a three-hundred and sixty degree turning radius complete with full camera coverage of every angle around the ship.  A single seat was positioned with arm rests and a place for feet to be strapped in.   It appeared that the entire pilots seat was designed to twist and turn so any angle could be looked at whenever the driver desired.

“Neither of you ever seen a cockpit like this before?  I’m surprised this is pretty common.”

“Lady, I’ve never seen the inside of a cock-pit aside from that of an escape pod.”  Nathan retorted to Ludma’s statement before she rolled her eyes and got into it.   Once inside, she started to sit down before Nathan moved in.   Sitting down before her, he waved his hand dismissively at her look of irritation.  “Yeah, did you think I was going to trust you to fly the ship by yourself without anyone able to watch over you?  You have about twenty reasons to want to kill us at this point, so forgive me if I’m skeptical.”

“You just want to feel my ass against your cock again.”  Ludma snapped back as she sat down, but only on the tip of his knee.

“That’s just an added benefit.”  Nathan said with a short chuckle before leaning back.  Tesla meanwhile found a spot near the bay door, leaning against it as she held the rifle she had stolen at the ready.   Soon though the door closed without anyone taking notice as the sirens began to bleat out their warning to everyone in the premise.   Only moments later, Ludma brought her hands up bringing up holographic controls before her before igniting the engines and starting to drive.

“So…where are we headed oh great, glorious asshole?”  Ludma spat out venomously at Nathan who simply told her to drive above the hill, where he noticed the Vorschilder from earlier watching the ship depart.    Does it know I’m on this ship?  Nathan thought to himself, but then remembered that the creature was the reason for his recent adventures.  If it hadn’t been for that bastard he would have never found himself inside of the mine, he would have never raped Ludma and no one would have had to chase after him.    Cursing with vehement hate for the animal, he turned his head back to the front.  

“See that escape vessel crashed in the snow on screen?”   Nathan finally asked after two minutes of stony silence in the vehicle.

“Yes.”  Ludma replied quickly before turning one eyes to look back at him. 

“Land by it, there are two people that need to get aboard the ship before we take off for Roshire.   You can rest easy knowing you won’t be flying the next time around.”  Stating this, he watched her comply with his request, then stepping out of the ship and retreating into one of the crew quarters.   Nathan didn’t bother to chase her down, instead he was blind-sided by Tesla moving up to him wrapping her arms around the back of his head.   The length of one of her legs wrapping around his backside before her groin thrust up into his own.   While the immediate sensation wasn’t unpleasant, the reason she was doing it was what was bothering him.

“So, my conquering warlord…what do you plan to do with your new toy?”  Nathan could already feel one of her hands running up and down the side of his face; however, he wanted nothing to do with it right now.    Everything that was sensual and arousing about her had suddenly become nothing, it was repulsive and degrading.   Yet, he couldn’t get out of her grasp, her leg strength almost crushing him as he lowered his head slowly. 

“Nothing Tesla, I’m not going to do anything to her.   She deserves better than ending up dead or miserable because of what I did. “ 

Tesla only stared at him for a moment before pulling her leg away from his back and keeping her hand up on his face.   “Nathan, you’ve already laid a claim to her, she is yours just like Lily and I are yours as well.   I don’t understand what the problem is, sure she needs to be broken a little bit more, but it isn’t something that some basic training wouldn’t solve.”  Nathan brushed her hand aside slowly at that statement, seeing the sincerity and naivety that Tesla wanted to him to see, versus the cunning that was lurking beneath the surface.

“I’m not one of the Yor’zvin people Tesla.   We’re also not on your planet anymore, this isn’t how we do things.  What I did was a crime and I’ll pay for it….or at least make up for it in some facet.   She may never forgive me and that’s alright.  I don’t want her forgiveness, what I did was….beyond that. “  Turning his back to her, he stepped around her walking to the exit ramp.   Hands shaking, he pulled the lever that opened the two vertical doors like a pair of jaws as the ramp descended into the snow.  “I’m not a conquering warlord Tesla, I’m just a guy trying to survive and just happened to make a huge mistake.”  At those words, he had departed from the ship heading over to the crash site to retrieve Garrus and Lily.  

“I know you aren’t a warlord Nathan….not yet at least.”  She smirked wickedly as she whispered the final bits, moving into the cockpit and examining it.   There was enough space for at least three people to move comfortable around inside of the orb; however, it would be unwise to do so as the various devices that the pilot used to maneuver the ship, not to mention the chair itself twisted and turned about the area.    Anyone not seated in the pilot’s seat once it became operational was likely to become nothing more than a bloody smear on the floor.   Leaning up against the wall, she waited, already rehearsing the events that would transpire once Garrus and Lily got on the ship.  

The next five minutes were utter chaos.  Garrus and Lily had both been ecstatic to see Nathan alive and mostly unharmed.   The trio initiated in a group hug; though, it was apparent that something was wrong when their Captain’s face remained cold and his gaze distant throughout the entire exchange.   Eventually, the pair was lead into their stolen ship, an X-4 Esper Class Transport vehicle.  Garrus looked over it apprehensively at first, scarcely believing his eyes at the sight as he poked his head into the ship and stared at the wide open space.  The ship itself was almost triple the size of the Thespian escape shuttle and could hold up to twenty people comfortably through the cabin spacing it had available.  The ship looked more like a rounded book that was opened to let the cover remain even with both-sides.   Yet, a small observation desk rested where the spine’s middle should be.   At least six thrusters pushed out from the back of the cylinder-like body, each positioned out to the side beneath the shadow of the rounded wings.   
The sight of the ship was only able to distract the male so long though as the sound of Ludma’s weeping caught her ears.   Apparently, she had made some motion to escape out onto the planet’s surface while he was out.  In response, Tesla had drug her back into the ship and degraded everything that the woman was.   She had been able to remain strong when she could focus on her hatred of Nathan, but alone with the red-head, she lost it.   Her sorrow and grief tinged with desperate anger eventually becoming the catalyst for her current session of tears.   It had all been music to the princess’s ears as she stuck to herself in the cockpit, knowing that Garrus would come there first.

When Garrus met Ludma, he didn’t want to admit that he could guess what had happened.   In his mind, he could already see Tesla violating her in some way and offering her up to Nathan as some sort of prize.   Lily meanwhile was standing outside the door looking in, she wondered if the woman had been hurt or if she had merely been caught up in something that she didn’t understand.   Perhaps it was just a massive misunderstanding?  Neither her nor Garrus could imagine Nathan doing what had actually occurred and when the truth finally emerged, there was a stunned silence through-out the ship.   Nathan found himself lowering the bill of his hat down, covering his eyes in shame as Garrus stood up slowly.  

The pilot’s fist had clenched up tightly, it was shaking violently as he closed the gap between him and the Captain.  Lily meanwhile ran in to comfort Ludma and check her for injuries as she closed the door.   Nathan could already see the tears in her eyes.   He didn’t attempt to stop the fist that hurtled into his jaw in the next second either; the pain was an instant reminder of just how grievous a crime he had committed.   As he stood there unmoving, he wished Garrus could hit harder, but the male was still out of shape and nowhere near strong enough to rattle him like Alexander did.   Still, when he had been struck, he swore that it was the most painful punch he had ever taken in his life.   Not because it physically wounded him, but because he knew he deserved it.

“RAPE….YOU RAPED HER!?  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME NATHAN!?  AS MANY TIMES AS YOU PREACHED ABOUT THE SANCTITY OF LOVE ON THE THESPAIN, AS MANY TIMES AS YOU TOLD US TO STOP MESSING AROUND WITH LILY….you….you fucking raped that woman!?  You filthy fucking hypocrite!   All your moral shit was nothing more than a guise so you could pull something like this and try to hide it away!?  Did you think we wouldn’t notice, did you think we wouldn’t find out!?  Jesus….just fucking hell Nathan, what the fuck is wrong with you!? “   Garrus’s indignation hit the former janitor hard; however, his jaw locked into place when he tried to answer.    Everything began to get hazy as he swayed back and forth on his feet. 

A.       Tell Garrus off.
B.      Feel Shame and withdraw to the quarters.
C.      Feel Shame and apologize.
D.      Strike Garrus and storm off without a word.
E.       Ignore everything.

Friday, October 4, 2013

Continuation

Alright, as most of you likely know by now.  My tenure in Australia is coming to a close, I have roughly twenty-two days before my return to the states and only seven days left until my schooling time here is over.  I'm planning to travel a little more across this great country; however, I've neglected this place for far too long.  

Understandably, my work does not draw much attention, but I have to thank the lurkers, Silentchill, Bookfisher, Wakingescapist, Kinkyreece and anyone else I've failed to mention.  You guys have stuck around for the long haul and still continue to swing by here.  So, in appreciation for all that you guys do.  I hereby reopen Amatory Star

In less than a month hopefully, I will post the following chapter, detailing Nathan's comforting of Lily and then skipping forward one month in time.

Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Update 39 and Repost of Chapter 22

Alright guys, longer than I thought and sorry for the scare.  Anyway, I've got the update and I hope you guys enjoy it.


“No…I can’t do this Tesla.  I’m not that kind of….”  Nathan had started to speak, voicing his discontent and disapproval of the alien girl’s actions.  Normally, the powerful red-head could have convinced him to do just about anything, but the thought of forcing himself onto someone; the very idea of it made his stomach churn wildly in aggravation.  Sex was one thing, but rape?  Honestly, he couldn’t think of anything more hateful to do to someone, but why hadn’t he finished his sentence?  Suddenly, the Captain’s throat felt like it was drying out, the light vanishing from his eyes as an unfathomable pain crept into his skull.  It felt like numerous hot lances stabbing at flesh while vibrating inside of his skull.  Something akin to a massive swarm of bees was tearing away inside of that, at least that’s what the Swabbie thought, but he couldn’t even move his tongue in order to express it.  Everything in his world was going white, changing before him; it was an alienating feeling, like he was watching himself from the outside and screaming at himself to stop.  Yet, it never would, the body was on its own now and there he was disconnected from the very construct that he helped create.

Nothing was making sense.  Just a few moments ago, he was about to berate Tesla for trying to convince him that rape was an acceptable means.  Now though, he couldn’t help but feel drawn to the idea, the shapely form of the raven haired woman behind him was a gravitational force on its own.  Each second was another tug at his arm, a playful whisper against the nape of his neck that made the muscular male heat up from the inside out.  Arousal was becoming rampant as the world around him distorted violently, his vision began to fade in and out.  There was no controlling himself anymore, Nathan had no idea what was happening to him; it felt like something was tugging strings connected to him, rewriting everything that made him, him.  Salivating slightly, he had to bring a hand up to wipe away the spittle that began to drip from his mouth.  No, I can’t do this!  The captain screamed at himself, fighting the changes that were overcoming his body; rapidly shifting between being erect and flaccid, it was impossible to ascertain where he was standing in mental stability.  Tesla would find herself pulling back slightly, looking confused at him for an instant; before instantly bringing the rifle back up and aiming directly at their victim who appeared to be aiming to pick up her lost weapon in the confusion.

“Ok, don’t shoot you’ve got me.”  She mumbled, raising her hands up, all she could do was hope that her assailant was half as noble as he sounded moments prior.  Knowing that was a slim chance in hell, the female started to think to herself quietly; regarding everything that was going on around her.  Ok, just keep yourself together, Ludma.  If the bastard does decide to take what’s most precious from you, there is the gun on the floor.  If the fucker really wants to try screwing me, then I’ll just put a bullet through his head; I don’t care if his little red-headed slut will probably blow me away afterwards, it will be totally worth it.  There is no way in hell that I’m just going to let them do as they wish without getting some form of retribution for it!  Passively watching the scene unfolding before her, all she could see was the former janitor’s wide back just inside of the door and the outline of the woman with the rifle.  Silent fear was gliding along inside of her; however, she wouldn’t show that to them, there was no way she would let them know she was afraid.

Nathan wasn’t concerned in the slightest with either of the women at the moment; his internal conflict was at the forefront of everything.  Honestly having no idea what was happening to himself; he just stood still, feeling his eyes dilating over and over again.  Every second was another painful singe against the base of his skull, another prick against the back of his neck; it didn’t stop, the swarm ripped and gnawed at every available piece of flesh on his head.   Yet, how could that be?  There was nothing that had hit him in his skull since Alexander and even then, the pain hadn’t been this intense.  Wanting to scream, but finding no voice to do so; he found himself slowly turning around, facing the woman with onyx colored hair.  Hands trembling, he stopped once more, just looking her over slowly as information poured into him and then was altered.  She….she looks so good….so ready….I could have so much fun with her….it would feel so good.  BUT IT’S WRONG!  Two conflicting voices were rampaging through his head right now, his mortality and the desire to simply do as he pleased.  Both of them were slamming around and rattling against the cranium, getting louder and louder until it felt like his ear drums were going to burst right out of him.

Go on, just do it!  She’ll love it, everyone knows that women who dress like her want it to happen.  Look at that tight little dress she’s wearing, it barely covers any of her legs.  Plus with that white lab-coat on, she looks like she might be a flasher.  She’s just begging for it.  Go for it, she’ll be crying your name in no time!  Nathan struggled with the explanation, it seemed correct; however, another voice in the back of his head, which was gradually getting smaller and smaller was still begging him not to go along with it.  You know that’s utter bullshit!  No one wants to be raped, just like no one wants to be killed, calm yourself.  Stop this madness!  You can’t let this control you, you’re not a monster!  You aren’t Faulkner! 

At the thought of his new enemy, Nathan’s fist clinched, he could fight this, he could resist whatever was compelling him to lunge forward like a ravenous beast.  There was nothing in the universe that could make him sink to the level of that monster that murdered his former captain.  Absolutely nothing!  As he stood his mental ground, another scene far, far away was unfolding in the seediest parts of the universe.   Inside of a bar, pink, blue and green neon flashed about wildly across a dark dance floor; shadowed faces of numerous species trotted about.  Heat radiated from their bodies as they danced carefree, the clink of ice against glass rang clearly through the room, alcohol ran freely out of the hands of numerous waiters and waitresses maneuvering through the darkness.  Few were in areas where they could be seen, those that were, were the only ones unafraid of being caught in a place like this.  Sex could be heard and seen in various locations, on top of tables, over barstools and counters, even on the flood and against walls.  Utter depravity was at every turn and the patrons loved it.  Watching from a booth overhead, behind the main bar, three people smirked in satisfaction as their dividends continually rose in direct proportion to the wild party beneath them.  As the hypnotic beat pounded out at triple the rate of a beating heart, constantly echoing the futuristic sounds of synthesized music, one of the waiters leaned over the cold-steel railing in front of him.  Kicking outward at the empty space between it and the ground, he could only chuckle at the floating object that kept him from falling. 

“So, it’s kept aloft between two magnets?.”  Standing back upright as his gnarled hands closed around the railing and noted the dim blue neon backlight coming from the center, he shook his head.  All of his attention suddenly twisting to the screens that ringed the entire club, on them was Nathan, standing there with a poll next to him.  Each of these bright orange bars illustrated the choices that patrons could make the Captain do.  Yet, for some reason, he wasn’t obeying the order.  “Why isn’t he obeying!?”

Turning angrily around to a man behind a computer, he slammed his hands into a nearby table almost growling at him.  “Sir, we can only do so much.”

“I’m not paying you to pussy foot around, push him harder.”

“But, sir!”  He was cut off with a dismissive glance and a cold statement.

“Push him harder or I will jettison you out the nearest air lock.”

“Yes, sir.”  The voice answered before the sound of keys being hit rang out.

Ludma was busy watching the scene unfolding before her eyes, something about this guy was off, really off.  Every motion that he was making at the moment seemed almost pained, hell even the whore with the rifle was noticing it now from behind.  What the hell is this guy’s problem?  Is he going to do it or isn’t he?  If it is such a big deal that he has to start trembling, then maybe he should just say no and get the fuck out of here.  Yet, that would be too much to ask for now wouldn’t it?  Ludma thought to herself as she cursed, trying to press further away.  Something about him just didn’t sit right with her and it wasn’t the fact that he might rape her, it was the fact that he hadn’t moved in almost three minutes or said anything.  Rather, he seemed to be having a vicious internal fight.  Sliding her hand next to the console by her side, she began to think to herself again.  Why the hell didn’t they install an alarm system in here?  What am I supposed to do?  Make a fucking phone call?  Ludma thought, before her eyes trailed to a note on one of the blank screens.  “Ludma, the alarm system should be installed next week, after the coffee incident, we had to remove it and getting the parts has been a pain in the ass.  Be careful with your drinks next time.”  Cutting her eyes at the small note, she flapped herself mentally before noticing that Nathan was moving towards her now.

“Tesla….you know what, you’re right.  I’ve been throwing myself around and doing all I can for everyone without any sort of reward.  You and Lily might have given me something, but that only makes me want more.  So far, almost everything I’ve done has been motivated by the desire to help others.  So that begs the question of where that leaves me.”  As he said this, he started to step forward slowly, yet Ludma could see there was no color in his eyes.  Something wasn’t right here, no something was definitely wrong.  A moment ago the guy was trying to stop her from telling him to go through with it, now he was running headlong into this fiasco?  No, no one changes that quickly. 

“Please, think about what you’re doing.  You were just about to tell her this was wrong, come on.  I don’t know you, but you showed more decency than this.” 

“SHUT UP.”  Nathan responded with venom dripping off his tongue, the back of his hand swinging in an arc and smashing against the side of her mouth.  All Ludma could do was twitch for a moment as the agony of the blow laced through her jaw; her face contorting violently as she groaned weakly in response.  No one had hit her since middle school, so it wasn’t something she was accustomed to, taking a blow like that, it had done nothing but cement her further into the thought that this was going to get ugly quickly. 

“Please, think about what you’re doing.”  Ludma begged as Tesla turned and kept her eyes peeled on their rear for a moment, the backhand having sent her out of the way of the gun and now backed up against one of the consoles.  She could feel the numerous buttons against her back descending, her eyes growing wide as she found herself crawling backwards towards the computer screens; yet, she knew there was no stopping it.  “Don’t come any closer….stay away from me.”  She muttered watching him close in, the lust in his eyes burning furiously.   It was already clear it was going to happen and he didn’t give a damn what she said at this point.   So this is what it all comes down to?  Me crawling desperately away from a man that I don’t even know, having a gun pointed at me and trying to brace myself before I’m defiled.  No….I’m going to fight this!  Ludma feigned some bravery in her head, clinching her fists and starting to swing, but Nathan pushed through them like a juggernaut.  Every blow that hit against his face and chest just seemed to fall away, the scratches that she left with her nails being ignored as he pressed in.

He’s like a god damn tank!  She swore and before she knew it, he was on top of her.  Ludma’s eyes glazed over in fear as she continued to beat at his chest with her clinched fists.  Still, Nathan just pressed on, pushing her legs apart as she continually tried to hold them together.  “Stop it, God damn it.  I DON’T WANT THIS!”  She screamed, only to receive one hand over her mouth, restricting her ability to breathe as she kicked furiously about.  Muffled shouts and curses continued to echo from Ludma, but it was to no avail; she could already see Tesla coming up from behind Nathan with a small, evil smile.  It was the smile of someone who was getting exactly what she wanted. 

“Here baby, let me get that for you.”  The red head whispered into the Captain’s ear, unzipping his pants and shifting her trained hands into the recesses of the cloth.  Soon, she had pulled the male’s cock free and began to stroke it slowly, getting it fully erect in a matter of moments.  “Now, go get her tiger.  Show this bitch who the boss is.”  Giving her own subtle laugh, she moved back towards the doorway, keeping the rifle in her hands and twisting it around playfully; her attention half between the rape in progress and the hallway that led to the room.  Last thing they needed was someone interrupting the ‘loving moment’.

Nathan’s mind was an utter blank, there was only the constant scream for sex there, he wasn’t thinking, wasn’t even rationalizing what was going on anymore.  What had been spouted from his mouth was preconceived bullshit, that allowed him to press forward in this.  Yet, his inner turmoil was still running rampant, yet the forces to be inside of his head were making it impossible to resist.  Everything that was good and wholesome about him had been tied up and tossed into a dark room in the very back of his head.  In effect, it wasn’t even him doing the crime anymore, but how could he deny it?  He was watching it unfold before his eyes and he wasn’t stopping himself, it was his body and his actions.  So, he was guilty.   This little twinge in the back of his head didn’t even register to the rest of his body; one stiff hand shot down, grabbing the edge of the woman’s pink panties through the dark folds of her panty hose.  Ripping backwards, a demonic grin formed, his eyes gleaming with desire and want as the cloth stretched and tore off of Ludma’s body, much to her displeasure and pain.  She had felt it riding up into her body and the snap caused her flesh to brighten, yet what horrified her most was what was going to happen next.

Ludma would feel her legs being brought up, continuous muffled screams of no escaping her lips, though halted by the covering of his hand.  Tears ran down both sides of her cheeks as she watched her attacker come forward, his manhood just at the edge of her labia.  The pink lips quivered, as did the rest of her body in fear and anticipation.  She knew was coming and tensed, but realized that would make it all that much more painful; swallowing, she tried desperately to relax, but could not.  It was going to happen, she didn’t want to accept it and so she tried to push him away, tried to beat at his arms and chest.  That was when the sting hit her, her body filling with pain at the sudden penetration.  It was deep inside of her now, the bastard hadn’t bother to put on a condom or even lubricate himself.  Gritting her teeth, she screamed and began to furiously beating at him, hitting his chest and pulling herself up by her abdomen to attempt clawing at his face.  Yet, none of it stopped the rhythmic pounding of his erection to her.  Squirming and squealing like some sort of dying animal, she twisted and struck his cheek; however, that seemed to do nothing, but it prompted the first reaction from him since it began.

Staring down at her, his eyes regained some color, while his manhood slowed its pace inside of her.  Thank God….it’s finally over.  She thought to herself, relaxing slightly, before his hand came away from her mouth.  Breathing normally for an instant, she saw those eyes of his had filled with rage and hatred.  Trickles of blood fell down from the side of his skull from where she managed to get a lucky scratch in, then return, he grasped her around the neck and began choking her.  Gasping as her face quickly turned red, Ludma’s eyes wavered, while Tesla giggled from the corner. 

Fascinating…  The red head thought to herself as she watched the scene unfold; Nathan’s back tensing up as he began to use all of his power to ram the brunt of his pride as deep into Ludma as he could.  The female couldn’t even muster out a gurgled cry of pain, rather she could only echo out dry choking sounds as his cock tore through her insides.  Every press of the length into her body was another lance of pain, but what surprised her was her body was starting to react automatically.  It was beginning to squeeze around him, getting moist from the moment.  While nowhere else was showing signs of this, she figured it was a defense mechanism to keep her from exploding from the pain that it had caused early. 

Nathan took notice of this, but didn’t say anything, rather he continued to work his hips, grinding into her core and moving from side to side.  Every motion hammering up against her cervix as his grip on her throat weakened occasionally to allow enough air in for her to breathe.  It was just his little way of showing her that he was in control of everything at the moment and she was going to be awake through all of this.  Licking his lips in the feeling of domination, bursts of pleasure rocked through his brain.   Everything just felt so damn good.  Ludma’s cunt was continuing to pulsate around his cock, squeezing him and forcing the pace to slow a bit.  Still, the woman beneath him refused to moan, as she looked to the side crying pitifully as she laid there.  She had lost the will to resist any further and just tried to look away so she wouldn’t have to see anymore.

He couldn’t allow that now could he?  Grasping her chin and around her cheeks, he’d twist her face toward, making her look at him.  A devil’s smile and presence was coming over him, enough to make the raven-haired woman nearly scream in terror as she watched his cock slam into her cunt again.  This time it made her shudder and gasp by just how hard it hit her insides.  A fresh trail of tears ran down her cheeks as she looked up at him pleading, but knew it wasn’t going to do anything.  Bowing her head in defeat, she’d feel him back up and spasm inside of her.   No….no don’t you dare do that.  Do not cum in me you bastard!  Nathan continued to fuck though, not thinking about his release in the slightest, no the pleasure that was surging through his body was enough to make him forget it entirely.  Her pussy, moist with cum was enough to make him disregard the possibility right now.  So the hammer of his hips and the nail of cock continued to slam against her, wedging her into the control panel.  Yet, the spasm of his body was enough to warn him against it.  Sighing, as he didn’t want it to end, he began to pull back.  No need to cum inside of her.  As he did so, Ludma looked up, looking thankful that he was moving away, yet her eyes would suddenly fill with shock. 

Tesla had appeared behind Nathan, her body pressed in against his back; feeling the swell of her breasts against his back, he shuddered once.  He could feel the strength of the woman pushing against him, finding his hips unable to pull away as the overload occurred.  His eyes gained their usual color as he felt the release of his cum entering into Ludma.  Gulping once, the hot jerk of his manhood upwards hit the roof of her vaginal walls, his head pulsing once as he felt his entire body shudder.  Thick ropes of it launched deep into her, as he found himself being clutched from two sides.  Releasing and pulling back, some of the excess dripped to the floor, while what was on his tip dripped down as well.  Looking back up, he couldn’t really figure out what happened for a moment, the pain in his head making him blink and come back to reality.  His entire body felt relieved, as if all the stress in it had been removed, yet the lacing needles of pain through his skull made it hard to relax.

Standing up and examining everything, he figured out what happened immediately, then remembering what happened moments before, he twisted his head to Tesla, as Ludma was far too busy clutching her stomach and curling into a ball as she wept.  “Tesla….”  Nathan started to speak before he looked up at the alien girl.

A.       Berate Tesla

B.      Praise Tesla


C.      Ignore her and deal with Ludma. 
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